Phew... 22nd and 35K

Somehow I still feel like I'm going nowhere even after so long... I miss writing... but this isn't writing anymore. This is a trip to the nearest venting machine. :P I have a week until I leave, and in that time, I have to clean the carpets, do ALL the laundry, keep up with all the work I have going on Domh, CP, and DioM, finish NaNo, etc. 

Typically, I thrive on such stress. So I don't know what's wrong with me... I'm happy. I am. But at the same time, I just don't WANT to focus. I'm tired of winning at this. Everybody knows I can do it. Everybody expects it of me. I don't know why I do NaNo anymore... except that it was something I loved. Now I'm just confused. 

But because I can win, I will.